I stayed awake
As long as I could
Talking to you.
Neither of us saying what we really meant
Neither of us admitting the truth.
You see, it scares me.
I want to tell you
How I feel
But the words get stuck in my throat.
I miss you although I know I shouldn’t
I miss you although she’s waiting there for you
I miss you although I know you miss me too
I miss you although I’ll see you soon
I miss you although I can never tell you.
I want you
I need you
I can never have you.
You will never hear these words
And I will never speak them
But they cry in my heart
And will kill a thousand promises
To be true, honest and faithful
Should I ever dare to voice them.
I hope yet I dread
Your sight, sound, touch
You are everything in my head that you are not in my heart.
I stayed awake
As long as I could
Talking to you.
Neither of us saying what we really meant
Neither of us admitting the truth.
You see, it scares me.
I want to tell you
How I feel
But the words get stuck in my throat.
MY HIGHSCHOOL LOVE
I’d like to spend some more time near to him
And not to try my luck ‘cause my hope is already gone
I just want to look at him a little longer
I just wanna listen to his voice while he sings
And I wanna see his smile,
even though I know it ain’t meant for me
It would be my goodbye to my high school love
I sure wouldn’t dare telling him this
and he’ll probably never listen to this song
Every time that he was near to me, yeah
I went away instead of confronting things
And I can’t help but to think how coward I have always been
I should have known time would run out someday
I just don&rsquo
No matter what, even
when the hope is lost,
you still trying to find
me, no matter how many
obstacle are in your way,
you will keep trying and
trying so hard to find me,
because your mind and soul
made a promise to me, and
your promise gives me hope